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i hate it, the feeling of being tied up.
Sunday, November 29, 2009

i hate it when they always say. "don't make me always worry about you"
i hate it when i can't reach home fucking late.
the feeling of being stifled tightly, really makes me wanna leave.
i know parents worry, but the thing is. there's a time to let me go.
i rather my parents be strict with me, with my education and all, then let me go when i hit twenties.
i hate the feeling of being tied up.
i hate the feeling of no freedom.
now, with everything brought up. i hate it when she denies everything in front of me.
you said to let me go for 1 to 2 years to work overseas.
you said so.
now you fucking don't admit all the fuck shit words you say.
i hate it.
i don't care anymore.
i'm going towards everything.
they always say, when the time is ripe, i'll let you go.
but in their eyes, you'll always be kids.
so when is the time?
when i hit 30?.
i'm young, i try, i fall, and i pick up.
i'm wild, i explore and i go.
i don't want to do things when i hit 30.
even 26 is too old.
hi overseas working.
i'm looking towards you.


they always say, don't make me worry about you when you are overseas.
sometimes, this kind of words.. makes me wanna jump off a building.
to prove it wrong that even living in the same country.. there are things to worry about.
this somewhat makes me think that they are not letting me go.
no freedom= let me just die.
i hate it to the core, when you deny all the fucking words you said from your mouth.
i hate it. abhor it. very very fucking much.