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The world rotates with music surround
hear, listen me out

liling.bun.lumpy
NYP Molecular Biotechnology
Year 3.
2November90
ME?
i want music.
i,intending to go SOMA the very next year.
i want to learn piano.
i want that silent violin,
i want to be an ass.
i want to sing.
i need someone to make me master my guitar.
i want everything.


Music

friends.
Chan Ping
Verillyn
Guohan
Vincent
Kenneth
Meiling

archives.

credits.
layout: sagacity
icons: photobucket
colors: uneasy hearts
bullet img: outspoken kate
lyrics: SEAMO // cry baby
host: blogger
it was things that inspired us.
Thursday, November 05, 2009

what was the thing that inspired what you wanted to be in the future?
who was the one?
and no, i'm not going into EBM.. haha.
they have inspirational leaders.
but instead. i think. small little things can also have as much power to inspire everyone.

on mon, i FINALLY met van. ahhaha. came with val to my house and celebrated my birthday.
thank you so much. i wasn't happy not eating a chocolate cake! and they brought one over!!.hahahaha.
blowed candles and the super soft birthday song. (cause my mum was sleeping). AND YAH. i even lighted the candle.. cause they don't use lighter.

i realised, actually little things can make people smile. a lot.
we talked about our future. what we want to do and all sorts.
seriously, i think,
if i have never taken part the competition in sec 1.
if i never stepped into the studio for recording
if i never suggested the competition to them.
if i have never read reader-digest (thank god i liked to read that during school days)
what will happen?.
during secondary school days, i imagined to be a scientist, and a music engineer.
i quarreled with my parents over what i want to study.
in the end, ended up in science. (my stupid marks doesn't allow me go SP take DMAT)

yr one was --> regret. i feel like dropping out. but hope the interest will slowly grow.
yr two was --> omg, i'll die inside here. but now drop out, very wasted.
yr three now --> i'll finish this dip, then start off another one.

many people say i wasted a lot of time.
but hey, can you help it?.
you try having both hands tied up at your financials, then you'll realise the problem.
money. is really a BIG problem.
if i had money, i could go overseas already.
i could even have gotten a degree at this point of time. haha.

sighs.
the best thing now is.
i hope all these works well.
everything gotta be smooth.
i can't regret on the things i set myself to do.
time is running out.
i bet i need a lot of inspirational stories to keep me going on next year.


separate matter: join the thing, or not to join.

going back.
Sunday, November 01, 2009

yesterday my brother's friend scared the shit out of me man.
















i went to the toilet i saw this first. ( at first i thought he was my mother okay, cause he's around my mum's height)
he then saw me, and turn around.. i freaked out man.


















sia la, then my brother walked in, 
i said " sia la, i thought how come your friend got problem come my house sia?!"
both of them laughed. 
me " later you get caught by police downstairs i laugh. hahahah"
haha. stupid people come my house do stupid thing sia. scared me out mann. 
and yeah, he somewhat warned/reminded me about sheesha-ing
.. and my brother threatened me to stop, or else.... my parents will know about it. 
and yeah... i'm stopping sheesha man. and cutting down on alcohol. 
back to being good. and shit.. i'm having gastric problems now.. ok damn. 
it sucks not able to eat much and wanting to puke some out and with the stomach hurting now and then. 
greattt. ..... damnn. 


It's amazing how the amount of people are quitting coastes. 
managers, get your asses straighten up man. you and your fucked up management. 
just go reflect about it. MANN. 

me
Saturday, October 31, 2009

i'm tired being me.
i got scolded for going home late.
i got scolded for staying in the room whole day.
what the fuck do you want me to do.

if communicating with the world was that difficult.
i think living alone is fine.
right now, i'm like being a typical teenager, blaming the hell loads of problems to the world.
i fucking hate it.
fucking hate it when i think too much about things.
tooo much that i think i could go crazy anytime.
sometimes, just fuck everything.

sometimes, life just hits you, at the point that, you feel being ignored, having no one to talk to, that you feel better off dead. i really think so.
i feel so much like.. a typical emo teenager right now. oh damn.